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I'm havign alot of complicated feelings of rejection right now.
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[30 Dec 2007|11:44pm] |
yeah whatever. last night made me realize how much fun i'm gunna have being single.
it is also to my advantage that i have HUGE boobs.
just sayin.
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[27 Dec 2007|04:10pm] |
So last night I hung out with Mack. I'm kind of thinking it was a big mistake. I wanted us to get back together so bad but that's not what he wanted. He said he just couldn't do it because the distance was too much for him. I really wish he wanted to get back together. I was ready to take that leap. Its all I really wanted. Its all I've been wanting since last week. I wish he had been willing to keep trying. Its like when I'm around him I am so happy but when he's gone, I'm unhappy but I was comforted to know that someone was there when I needed him.
I hate that I can't stop feeling like shit. Mikhail has a point though; this is going to take alot of time.
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[06 Dec 2007|05:55pm] |
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mack and i broke up.
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[26 Sep 2007|08:40am] |
I miss my friends.
I miss Mack (even though he's coming home really soon).
And this week, all of a sudden, I miss high school.
And home. I really miss my dog and my mom.
And I really miss January/February of senior year.
I feel like throwing up and crying and screaming all at once.
I think I'm homesick.
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[14 Aug 2007|02:42pm] |
I'm lonley.
I don't think anyone wants to hang out with me anymore because the only thing I have to talk about is Mack and that's because no one has bothered to pick up the phone and call me all summer except for like two people. I don't lead an interesting life, I don't tell funny stories, and more and more I see that no one really gives a shit about what happens to me.
I'm invisible again.
I wish I could have told me therapist this.
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[28 Jun 2007|10:15am] |
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so, i guess this means i'm back.
1.monday was me and mack's seven monthiversary; i'm in love
2.mack was at bootcamp in illinois, but is now in south carolina for a-school
3.i'm going to see him in august
4.i got my second earlobe piercings and my cartilage pierced
5.i'm 18
6.i'm going to mcdaniel college in the fall
7.i'm getting my first tatoo next month
8.iced tea is yummy
9.WHERE WAS THE CAPTAIN?!?!?!
10.beach week, chicago, and sushi parties rule
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[07 Oct 2006|09:16pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY
and i'm not adding more people
so if you want to be added, well, then too bad
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